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Here are the highlights of last week:

Dumating na yung client nung project ko and she reviewed yung ginawa namin. Ang dami nya gustong ipadagdag. Ang problema lahat is out of scope. So eto nangyari, ipapakita namin sa kanya na talagang nagbigay kami nang effort na gawin yung kung ano man out of scope na task for the week kesa humindi kami agad. To the point na nag overnight kami. Kaso nung Friday may mga hinihingi pa din sya, so todo effort pa din kami nung Sat. As expected, hindi natapos lahat. So ung mga yun, hindi na namin gagawin. Another billing na yun if ever. Saya di ba!

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After nun, dahil masaya ako sobra kasi naka isang project na ako, Nagpasalamat na ako sir Erwin. Dahil naging madali lang sa akin ung pagmanage ng project and it is all because nung mga tinuro nya sa akin nung mentor ko pa sya. So talagang sobrang thank you ako sa kanya:

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Got in touch with one of my closest female friend nung college ako. Si Jasmin. Nasa Papua New Guiniea sya ngayon. Medyo sya yung dahilan kung bakit medyo magulo buhay ko nung college. Masyado madami nagkakagusto sa kanya noon and feeling ng mga tao kami. As in dahil close kami, minsan sa bahay nila ako natutulog sa kwarto nya mismo and minsan ganun din sya, sa bahay din sya at sa kwarto ko natutulog. 

Medyo nagkakaquarter life crisis sya ngayon kaya madalas kami magkausap. it's really nice to hear from her.


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Got to chat with lorenz, kaso nasa bahay yung logs ng chat namin eh. Pero sabi nya hindi pa daw sila ni div, although sinabi na daw nya na gusto nya manligaw. Sabi daw ni DIv is friends na lang muna. Minsan dun naman daw naguumipsa yun eh. Anyway good for him!

Told him na Auto-Repel si Div sa akin ngayon. And medyo naasar ako kasi masyadong obvious nung nandun ako, (Pangalawang beses). As in nung pagdating ko derestso sa baba sila ni dency at hindi na bumalik habang andun ako. Lalo tuloy pinaguusapan yun sa opis!

FYI! Completely wala na yung  wishful thinking ko sa kanya. SO stop acting as if it matter sa akin kung anong gawin nya. Just stop doing things na magiging usap usapan ng mga tao.
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Dahil super busy yung week, i forgot magparamadam kay Cam. Nung saturday, she texted me good morning around 6 am and quotes about friends and memories nung hapon. Sabi ko na nga ba namimiss din ako nun eh. Playing hard to get =) and she good doing it.

Here is my weekend, Im currently writing it as i remember:


Umabsent ako nung friday kasi sobrang sakit ng hita ko nung umaga and hindi ako makapasok. Nung afternoon naisipan ko na magym para mawala yun sakit. Effective naman sya!

Ang dami tao sa shop kaso walang maganda, bad trip! Mukhang pang masa yung mga estudyante! Ano ba yan!

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Played Final Fantasy XI nung gabi, hanggang nag-Buzz si ma'am T. Ayun naputol nilalaro ko! Grrr! May prob daw sila na hindi masolve dun sa projecct na tinurnover ko and sa lunes dadating ung client.

Kaya ayun! todo check ako dito sa bahay kung anong prob. Di ko naman mahanap, so gumawa na lang ako ng madaming error handling. Then tinuloy ko na lang ung paglalaro ko!

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The same time online din si Div, got to chat with her for atleast an hour habang inaayos ko yung program. Nakikipagchat din sya sa ate nya sa ibang bansa. Nice to hear from her again =).

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Bad trip ang internet ko ngayon Sunday, I am writing this blog using my wireless connection dito sa laptop, at the same time nakabukas yung desktop ko. Side by side sila! Sablay kasi ang intgernet ko sa LAN! Grrrrrrr! badtrip talaga PLDT!

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Nung nagonline ako ngayon, around 6 pm online na din si Div. HMMMMM?! Buzz ko kaya sya? malamang hindi na! Hahahaha! Tama na yung kagabi, malapit na mawala wishful thinking ko sa kanya! Thank GOD!

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Cam send me 2 text messages today, one in the morning and the in the afternoon. Hindi agad ako nagreply, syempre pakipot! Ngayon gabi lang ako nagreply sa kanya. Atleast namimiss nya ako di ba?

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I spent atleast 2 hours kagabi on the phone talking with my bestfriend, super kwento sya about kay Cam. Hmmmm? malamang magkausap sila baka sya tumawag sa akin, mga babae talaga! Kaya siguro nagparamdam today si Cam.

Anyway, i really miss my bestfriend! Hope to see her soon!

Medyo bad trip bakit pag nakakahanap ako ng matinong girlna sa tingin is pwede ng maging last ko, lagi na lang feeling nila hindi pa sila ready. Na they hope i will wait sa kanila to get over on what ever screwed up relationship that they had before. Lagi na lang silang scared that for some reason i remind them of the guy na nangloko sa kanila. Kakaasar! Anyway ganun ganun ang sabi ni Cam sa akin. Sayang disente pa naman sya. Or maybe hindi ko pa lang nagegets pero yun na yung bagong approached na sinasabi ng mga girls pag nagbabasted sila ng guys.

Maybe kailangan mag enjoy na lang muna ako uli, wag maghanap ng serious relationship. Puro Fling lang. Baka mangyari na naman ung kaya Cam, sayang i really like to the point na pwede ko ako magfallinlove sa kanya.





Didn’t mean to hurt you badly,
and don’t think that i am fooling
around with you
so sorry for the time you’ve
wasted on me, so sorry for the things that
you’ve went thru

but i know that the problem’s
within me, you’re so nice but
your love don’t deserve me
or maybe i’m just so scared to
fall in love again

I can still remember the days
how many times i’ve been hurt
so much trust i put on a
relationship, so much suffering
i’ve got and the pain still remain

you know i like you but i don’t
wanna take the risk
so confused and i don’t know
how to deal with it
need sometime for awhile
before i give my heart away

Don’t say goodbye
don’t say goodbye
i need sometime for awhile before
i geve my heart away
now i know i wasn’t thinking
before, that’s why i’m always
ending up with Mr. Wrong

Learning from the past, don’t
wanna make a mistake
you could be Mr. Right
or could be a fake
you know i like you but i don’t
wanna take the risk

so confused and i don’t know
how to deal with it
need sometime for awhile before i
give my heart away

I really miss Cam this week. Prelims nya kasi and i don't want to bother her. So pminsan minsan ko na lang sya tinetex of tinatwagan and hindi ko na muna sya inaaya lumabas. Saka na pagkatapos ng prelims nya. So malamang next week ko na uli sya makikita.

Favorite ni Cam ang mga butterflies and coincidentally there is this place sa pulilan (30 minute drive from us) na gusto ko syang dalhin (Clue: Hindi sa mariposa yun!). It's a lot better than giving her a framed butterfly. Matagal ko na gusto pumunta dito (Stress releiver ko is photography) kaso wala ako maaya. I hope sana magustuhan nyan. Ill post some pictures here pag natuloy kami =)

This weekend lumipat na ako sa shop officially. I felt a little lonely nung paalis na yung mga tao and my family at naiiwan ako magisa. Di bale masasanay din ako. The good thing is may landline na ako and internet. So after ko kausapin si Cam sa phone, I can call some of my friends para makipagkwentuhan.

Medyo badtrip yung electric fan kasi may ilaw na pula to signal na ON sya. Pag naaalimpungatan ako nagugulat ako =P. Tapos nung unang araw sabi ni dad itabi ko daw sa akin yung cordless phone. Bwiset! may automatic page pala yun pag matagal na wala sa cradle, nagising tuloy ako ng 3am! GRRRRRR!

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Nakilala na ng family ko BF ng kapatid kong babae (sayang wala ako!). Magaan naman loob nila sa guy, gustong gusto nga kalaro ng counter strike ng mga pinsan ko at ni Titoy. Ang banggit nga ni dad nung pinakilala sa kanya "Bat parang iba yung hitsura nung pinakilala mo sa akin nung isang linggo?" =P.

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Installed Final Fantasy XI online kagabi, sayang di ko naumpisahan syang laruin. Lagpas 6 Hours kasi ang updates! Uumpisahan ko sya mamaya! Sira na naman ang social life ko!

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Im slowly but surely starting to let go yung wishful thinking ko kay Div. Yehey! Wag lang sana mangayari yung magpaparamdam sya uli out of the blue.

Got to focus all my powers kay Cam. Got to think up something special and memorable. Here are things na naiisip ko (see, kay Cam sinisipag ako magisip!)

1. Buy her a framed butterfly as a gift, and laging ko ng dalhin sa bag ko para pagnagkita kami may maibigay ako sa kanya. Just to tell her i miss her. Fave nya kasi yung mga butterflies.

2. Buy her breakfast during the weekends. Tutal walking distance lang naman yun tirahan ko sa kanila. I want to suprise her! =P

3. Setup a plan for July 27, for some reason may pinadala sya sa akin na text message saying Pluto will be it's nearest on Earth on July 27 2007 12:30, That it will be like looking at 2 Moons during that night! Kailangan ko na bulabugin ang buong stargazing community dito sa QC to confirm if this is true, and to setup something special for that night!

4. Ill try send her flowers when she least expected it. Try to get her address, Bad trip! Kahit alam ko na yung bahay nila, hindi ko pa din alam address nya.

Hay, nakakapagod magisip! So far eto plang naiisip, bukod sa mga "Im the guy for you, one of these nights you'll realize Im the guy for you!" speeches ko sa kanya (Feeling Chad Michael Murray! Hahahahaha!). Kung ano man effort ko ngayon sa kanya, for some reason (Kahit hindi ko alam kung ano yun!) I really believe (TAKE NOTE: Hindi "Think") it's really worth it.

For some reason wala pa din akong makuhang MP3 ng Out in the Open =(. I forgot na yung stanza nya, pero yung chorus and bridge nya kabisado ko pa:

Chorus:
Thank god it's out in the open, Can't take it back
Things are gonna change whether we like it or not
It's out in the open that i love you!
Thing's are gonna change forever
And forever is how i like thing's with you!

Bridge:
Should i go through life without saying a word
or thing better left undisturbed
what would life be like without you
i wouldn't want to know
i wouldn't want,
you know i wouldn't want to know

repeat chorus


Bad Trip talaga! DI ako makahanap ng MP3 nito! Classic kasi eh, Metropop Song Festival 1996! Shet saan ako hahanap ng CD nun!

Magdidinner sana kami nila cess sa labas kaso OT si Gigi so we decided na magtakeout na lang and dumalaw na lang ako sa kanila. Anyway inabutan ko dun si Cess, Gigi, Div, Miko at Lorenz. So as expected, automatic yun. Pagdating ko deretso impake na nang gamit si Div sabay uwi. Pero in fairness todo smile sya sa akin nun binati nya ako, ako naman kahit medyo masaya ako na binati nya ako (Oh fuck may effect pa din sa akin!) yung usual lang na tango ko saka yung half baked smile ko ang pinakita ko. Syempre pahearthrob effect (JOKE =P)!

It was fun talking to them, the usual tsismisan then umuwi na kami. Kami ni Cess tmuloy pa kami sa starbucks after, ayaw na kasi sumama ni Gigi. Inabot kami dun ng 11:30 talking about kung ano gagawin na nya sa buhay nya.

Hay! nakakamiss! Sa susunod ulit!

Last Friday i finally got to watch Transformers with Cam. Nagkita kami around 7:30 sa may gateway, kaso medyo badtrip dahil 9:00 pm na yung ticket na nakuha namin and dun pa sa unahan. Sabi ko sa kanya this Friday (Harry Potter) sya naman ang pumunta dito sa amin banda and sa shangrila kami manood, para tanghali palang makabili na ako ng ticket. It was fun watching the movie, idol talaga si starscream! lalo na yung air battle nya. I was really suprise na kilala ni Cam lahat ng Transformers at kung papaano sya maluhaluha nung bitbit ni Optimus Prime yung lasog lasog na katawan ni Jazz!

After nun, tumambay kami sa may Gloria Jeans dun sa tabi ng Araneta. We have some talks, some really nice talks. Tapos nung pauwi na kami, biglang umulan. Buti na lang may payong sya, so syempre super sweet kami while walking in the rain di ba? The same also goes dun sa bus ride namin pauwi. We where really sweet na feeling ko if i ask her to slept with me that night she will. Pero syempre i should resist the temptation! Reto sa akin sya nung Bestfriend ko na babae, and papatayin ako nun pag nalaman nyang pinatos ko si Cam. Saka feeling ko yun yung mistake ko dun sa past 2 relationship ko this year. Pag ginawa nyo yun on your first date, malamang yun na lang lagi gagawin nyo pagnagkita kayo. Yung parang pag nagkita kayo alam mo na dun na babagsak yung lakad nyo. And to think 17 & 19 years old palang ung 2 kong ex na yun. Kinakabahan tuloy ako sa kapatid kong babae (18 yrs).

Anyway status namin ni Cam is "Dating". Sabi ko sa kanya, let's try hard to make it work. Hindi pa nya nakikita masasamang ugali ko, the same goes for here. No "I Love You"'s muna habang di pa namin nakikilala ang isa't isa ng lubusan. I know naman she's a nice girl eh. Hindi naman irereto sa akin ni dette yung kung hindi. As for now, sya lang nagiisa kong love life!

Kagabi after ko mag gym. Cam and i decided to have a dinner dun sa may chowking malapit sa kanila. We had a really nice dinner and chat. Mas madami akong nalaman tungkol sa kanya and the same goes for her. I have this feeling that she really feels comfortable being around me. Which is a good thing. I'm really starting to like her and really hopes that this will lead to something better. Maybe this type of thing isn't bad at all.

While i walked her home, i showed her my father's computer shop that is currently under renovation. Next week i will move in dun sa shop na yun, dun na ako titira. So magiging magkapitbahay kami, and she promised to visit me every weekends! We were holding hands on her way home and even gave me a good night kiss before catching a tricycle. I was worried na ganito din sya kasweet sa mga ibang guys, pero i don't want that to ruin the moment. I was really happy and smiling on my way home.

Kinabukasan i was really excited to tell the story to my bestfriend, who introduced the two of us. Eto yung chat namin:



I was really glad to hear from her na hindi ganun ka sweet si cam sa ibang tao. Maybe she will the one that could make some of my wishful thinkings go away. Let see!

Last saturday naginuman kami kasi birthday ni dett, dun kami sa bahay ni andrew. Medyo maikli kasi tali nya kaya hindi sya pwede umalis ng bahay =P. Anim lang kami, yung iba kasi na ibang bansa o kaya may pamilya na. Pero masaya pa din kami kahit na umuulan. Mga kung ano anong kalokohan ng mga ginawa namin nung highschool. Mga ex namin. Mga batch na lower level sa amin pero super foxy na ngayon. Ang saya. It took my mind off what happened last friday. I was thinking of writing here an email dapat ngayon pero ang tanging phrase lang na pumapasok sa isip ko is "Kaya ko kinomfirm syo kung ikaw nga yun, because i was hoping na hindi ikaw yun!". Anyway, i just realized that by doing that lalo ko lang pinapamukha sa sarili ko sa ayaw ko bitawan yung mga wishful thinking ko sa kanya. So i decided na pabayaan na lang. She's not the girl for me right now. Maybe in the future, pero hindi ngayon. Sayang talaga.

Lately may nagpapamiskol sa akin madalas, 2 lang naman na relevant person sa akin ang may alam ng number ko eh. One is my recently ex-Gf and the other is Div, so malamng yung Ex ko yun. One of these days siguro tatwagan ko sya. Baka namimiss lang nya ako. Kaso i really don't need any relationship ngayon. Sad and lonely nga ang tema ko di ba? And i have no plans of changing that anytime soon.

Like the song! Nakakarelate ako!

Kahapon out of the blue may nag YM sa akin:


hello. si *** ito .
nabasa ko lang kahapon ung mail mo.
sobrang busy na ako.
haha
thanks sa messages


FYI, that email was almost a month ago. And sa trabaho nya, email ang unang binubuksan. Anyway kung totoo nga na recently nya nabasa, i should be glad diba. Atleast kilala pa nya ako.

Actually nakigamit lang sya ng YM nung sinabi nya yun. So kaninang umaga kinonfirm ko sa kanya kung sya talaga yun. For some reason the conversation didn't turned up well. Maybe yun yung super powers ko. Anyway eto yung conversation namin:


Okay, first of all ang spelling ng CRUM is CRAM. Maybe im making a big deal about this kasi out of the blue nagparamdam sya. Ang problem is that kaya hindi ako nagpaparamdam sa kanya matagal na is that gusto ko na syang kalimutan. Kaso sya naman ang nagparamdam. Ayaw ko ng ganun! ngayon kung ano ano na namang wishful thinking ang pumapasok sa isip ko. Mga wishful thinking na alam kong hindi pwede mangyari. Ngayon papaano ko na naman tatanggalin yun sa isip ko? pahirapan na naman yan! Kakaasar talaga!

For some reason medyo bad trip ang umpisa ng linggo ko na ito! Siguro dahil hindi ako pinayagan ng nanay ko na kulayan ng itim yung mga kuko ko! To make it worst nagemail yung ex ko, same old story! Nakakapikon na lang, so i have decided na sagutin ang email nya:


I feel bad syo. But please try to move on. Wala nagsasabi syo na madali, pero atleast you can try. Please stop blaming yourself for what happened, we are both to blame. Just keep in mind that this type of failures eventually leads to success. The point is how you will stand after every failure. It's been a year na, you should accept the fact na hindi na tayo, at hindi na magiging tayo uli. You broke the most sacred thing in a relationship, which is trust. Not once but twice. Lets accept it, fragile na yung relationship natin the first time na niloko mo ako and you know it's coming nung pangalawang beses. Eventually someone right for you will come and all you can do is prepare yourself pagdating nya. Im sorry we can't be friends kasi being friends involved trust. Im not saying that you should forget me, but please let go of that hope na magiging tayo uli kasi hindi na mangyayari yun. Minsan ganun talaga.


I hope she moves on for her sake! Wala na syang aasahin sa akin, as in wala!

Oh Shet! Finally may nagpost na nito sa imeem!



Isa ito sa mga all time inspirational song ko! Now if only i could get an mp3 copy of this!

In celebration of me being sad and lonely, I have decided to create my own top 10 list of movie mushy movie quotes. Here are my criteria:

1. Dapat hindi sya sikat, like "You complete me!".
2. It means something sa akin.
3. Something memorable.

With that in mind, here is my list:

10. Shallow Hal (2001)

Hal: Okay, who do you think is the most beautiful woman in the world?
Mauricio: Wonder Woman.
Hal: Okay... let's say everyone else in the world thought Wonder Woman was ugly.
Mauricio: It wouldn't matter. Because I know they'd be wrong.
Hal: See! That's what I had with Rosemary! I saw a knock out, I don't care what anybody else saw!
Mauricio: You're right. I guess I really did screw you, huh?


9. Boys and Girls (2000)

Ryan: Look, that night was as much a surprise to me as it was to you. But being with you was like going to a place that I had never been before. And after you fell asleep I just laid there, staring up at those cheap fluorescent stars you have stuck on your ceiling, and - after awhile they just started forming a pattern, this weird glow-in-the-dark pattern that linked together our entire relationship. And for the first time everything seemed clear to me - like one logical progression. It felt like you and I were the greatest plan ever made and I had nothing to do with it. Being with you made me feel that maybe I didn't have to keep planning anymore because it felt like I was actually living. And that for once in my life I wouldn't have to work so hard at being happy. That it just could happen. Nothing will ever hurt me as much as your reaction to that same experience.



8. My Best Friend's Wedding (1997)


Michael O'Neill: Kimmy says if you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just...
Julianne Potter: Passes you by...
Michael O'Neill: Passes you by...



7. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)


Joel: I can't see anything that I don't like about you.
Clementine: But you will! But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I'll get bored with you and feel trapped because that's what happens with me.
Joel: Okay.
Clementine: [pauses] Okay.



6. Serendipity (2001)


Sara: You don't have to understand. You just have to have faith.
Jonathan: Faith in what?
Sara: Destiny


5. A Walk to Remember (2002)


Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle.
Reverend Sullivan: She did. It was you.


4. The Lake House (2006)


Kate: It's not meant to be.
Alex: No, don't say that. Something must've happened.


3. If Only (2004)


Ian Wyndham: I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear... Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love.


2. City of Angels (1998)


Seth: I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One.


1. Sweet November (2001)

Sara: You're my immortality Nelson.



So that's my top 10 mushy quotes. Some of them made me cry, some of them teaches me important things in life and more importantly some of it made me fall in love. Hope you like it!

Kawawa naman ang buhok, sya ang una kong napapagtripan when im feeling lonely and sad. Nakamillitary cut na naman ako ngayon, maybe i'll look a little older. For some reason people here thinks i'm around 21-23 yrs, which is flattering. This past 2 weeks i really feel lonely and sad. It's not that hindi ako makagimik or wala ako maaya lumabas or wala ako makausap. I just don't feel happy.

This past weekend, i had a lot of time to just think of things. I came to a conclusion that everything should be simple kung tama sya. Here's some example

1. Kung mahal mo sya at mahal ka nya kailangan nyo bang magcool-off or maghiwalay?
2. Kung hindi ka nagsinungaling, mahihirapan ka bang magtago ng mga bagay ngayon?
3. Kung kaya mong tanggapin na minsan ganun talaga, will you still be spending some time regretting things you have done?

I believe every complicated things has a simple explanation. The reason why people wants to make it complex kasi hindi nila kaya tanggapin yung simpleng explanation.

Anyway i'm good at feeling lonely and sad. Atleast it's not that complicated. It's simple, I feel sad because i'm lonely, and someday pagsinipag ako maybe i'll find some ways to make it go away. But for now, im actually liking it, it's not that bad after all.

Malapit na akong mag 1 month dito sa BAI. Medyo madali trabaho ko dito, pero atleast im in charge sa project. Wala pang masyadong thrill dito sa new work. Medyo boring.

Recently nakipagbreak na ako sa GF ko. Okay naman ang reception nya because alam naman nya na it's coming eh. We will be friends, andito lang naman ako eh. Tutal katawan ko lang naman habol nya eh! (JOKE!)

So ngayon i have totally decided to give up my social life. Eto na ang daily routine ko:

5:30 am: Gising
6:30 am: Alis ng bahay
8:00 am - 6:00 pm: Work
8:00 pm - 10:30: Gym

So ayaw ko na muna maghanap ng another gf. Maybe 3-4 months from now. Hahahahaha! I am also quitting Magic. So wala na ako masyadong gastos. Maybe eto kailangan ko when i said i needed something new.

I may have not told anyone about this but one of the reason i leave the company is because i need a new environment, a new start. Masyado nang madami nangyari sa akin these past 4 years while im in GWC including my breakup with my long time GF. Most of the time napapabayaan ko sya because of my work. I mean workaholic ako eh, hindi ako sanay na napapahinga for more than 2 days. Anyway, atleast ngayon it feels like back to zero uli ako. Clean slate lahat. I hope my next relationship will be better. I will try hard to make everything right.

Okay, i have this very bad habit sa LJ na may uumpisahan akong mostly multiple part na kwento tapos di ko tatapusin. Well hindi ko na rin tatapusin yung story ng resignation ko. Past is past =)

After spending my first week na walang computer at finally meron na ako, Yehey! So eto yung line up ng mga projects na currently rinereview ko:

1. Scratch - British client na gumawa nang parang application na pang community more like ginagamit na pang organize nang mga team pag may mga malakihang project. Ang problema, dahil sa sobrang inutil ng development team nya ayun tinanggal nya lahat sa trabaho tapos sa amin pinapatapos yung ginawa nya. Eto higlights ng software nya may gantt chart na parang sa MS Project, may Calendar na parang sa outlook, may voice at video sending/recording ng message saka conference ala YM at yung location ng mga events gumagamit ng google earth. Windows application sya.

2. Omnivex - Canadian client gumagawa ng mga digital signage (www.omnivex.com) gusto dagdagan yung parang mga utility software nila. Lets just pray sana na hindi yung drivers between nung mga digital signs nila at nung control panel ang gusto nila dahil wala akong kaalam alam sa electronics!

3. Chat Limit - Netherland client na software vendor/software house sila pero dahil inutil mga programmer nila sa amin iaoutsource yung mga product nila na gustong ibenta. Basically stand alone win app sya na rinerestrict ung mga application at URL na inaacess ng user sa PC. Madali? HINDI! dapat daw .Net Framework 3.0 using WPF(Windows Presentation Foundation) ang gamitin. Eh walang may alam nun dito eh!

So ang trabaho ko dito is magisip ano ang ibibigay nang marketing namin na initial description nung solution na naiisip ko. Ano ung mga intial na bagay na kailangan gawin at gaano katagal. Kasama na ang pagidentify ng mga kailangan iresearch at kailangan ako ang may alam nun para maituro sa iba, katulad ng WPF. Ang gusto ko lang hindi ganun kagipit ung mga oras nila lalo na sa research. Medyo relax pa ako, pero wait na lang pag nagroll-out na yung 3. Exciting!

So inaccept ko na na may GF na ako. Hmmm! Siguro mga after 2 months pwede ko na sya ipakilala sa mga friends ko. Kakahiya kasi ipakilala sya ng hindi pa ako sure magtatagal kami, lalo na ito ang mga madalas nya banggitin sa akin:

"Subukan mo lang may makita akong ibang cellnumber dyan sa sun mo, uupakan kita!"

"At bakit busy yang cellphone mo? ha! may mga tinatawagan kang iba no!" - Sa Sun pagtumatawag minsan number busy lumalabas kesa network busy

"Bakit di ka nagpaalam na hindi ka tatawag ngayon?"

"Ni hindi mo man lang pinasin buhok ko!"

Hay naku! Eto na naman tayo! pero in fairness namiss ko lahat ng ito. Sana tumagal naman tong gf ko na ito. Mukha naman syang matino eh!